Who requested that I put up this story I wrote for English. Enjoy! True Story, as always.
Loser
“Let’s take it” My friend Jake Lewis said.
“Yeah” Larry Howard agreed.
“Umm …I don’t know” I said hesitantly while staring at the huge green bookbag that all our eyes were on.
It was a Saturday afternoon in Brooklyn Technical High School. Although we were all Junior High School Students, we were in a program that would help us get accepted into the school. The teacher had given us free time to work on a group activity, but of course, my friends had something else in mind.
“Why not?” Jake questioned me.
“I don’t know.. why do we have to this?” I replied trying not to sound like a loser.
“’Because it’s Arnold” my friend replied back.
Who is Arnold? Arnold is.. Arnold is that kid that gets picked last in gym class. Arnold is the kid that you shoot spitballs at then pretend to do work while he searches for the culprit. Arnold is that kid that makes you sympathize with your friend if he’s forced to do a project with him. Arnold is, in simple terms, a loser, and nobody liked him. Well his parents probably did and teachers too, but that only made his status worse. Still, I did not want to go through with what my friends were planning.
“Whatever, I’m going” Larry said as he began to fulfill his part of the plan. He made his way towards the huge green bookbag our eyes were fixated on. If you haven’t figured it out by now, that huge green bookbag belonged to Arnold. And was probably an adding factor to his “loserness”. Larry looked around. The teacher was busy helping another student and Arnold was no where to be found. He reached his hand into the bag and pulled out the prize, the rare object we sought, the item my friends had set our eyes upon.. a Yu-gi-oh! Card.
Yes, a Yu-Gi-Oh! Card. They were actually quite the rarity back in the day, especially to Arnold. Why? He had a great selection of cards, he was fairly good at the game, and it was probably his only opportunity for positive social interaction at school. If you could gain respect on the Duel table, then you can gain respect amongst your peers.. for about five minutes, then it’s back to being the loser that you were.
Larry returned with the card in hand and slapped a high five to Jake.
“Alright my turn” Jake said. And went on to follow the same pattern as my friend. The special thing about the cards we were taking was that they came in three, a rare combo that Arnold had. So there were three cards, and three of us. It made sense that each of us would take one. But not me, I didn’t want to do it. I had been brought up on Christian values and principles. I could hear the deep booming voice in my head shouting “Thou Shall Not Steal!” as Jake completed his task. And besides, I felt bad for the guy, he was a loser, his life was bad enough as it is.
“Done” Jake said as he returned holding the card in his hand.
“Alright, now it’s you turn Sam” Larry said turning to me.
“Time to take a stand” I said to myself.
“I don’t know guys.. I don’t really want to”
“Aw come on but we all did it, you have to” Jake said.
“Yeah what’s the big deal?” Larry asked.
“..Well stealing is wrong” I said.
“…But it’s Arnold” My friend replied.
“But it’s Arnold.” That was supposed to be the reason, but what did Arnold ever to do us. Sure, he was a loser, quite annoying and passed gas all the time, but still he had never wronged any of us in any way. Even though we all treated him bad, he still wanted to be accepted by us as a friend. Why should I continue to add to his pain? Stealing wouldn’t only be wrong, it would be despicable, heck, it would probably make me the devil himself.
“All right I’ll go” I said giving into peer pressure.
And there I went, taking each step with regret. Trying to tell myself it’s not me doing this, that my friends are making me. But I had a choice. I could’ve said no. I could have refused to do it. But I was too afraid. Too afraid to become seen as un-cool, too afraid to be an outcast, and too weak to stand up for what I believed. When it came down to it, Arnold wasn’t the loser, I was.
As easy as my hand went into the back, that’s as easy it came back out with the card in my hand. And the deed was done. I came back and handed it to my friends. I didn’t even want to look at it. My friends were satisfied with the completed task. Jake said he’d take care of the cards and hide them somewhere. And that was the last I saw of those cards. But not the last I saw of Arnold. In fact, we ended up going to the same high School. For the next four years I’d see him walking through the halls, or hear him getting talked about behind his back by other kids and I’d get reminded about what I did. I’d wonder if he even knew those cards were missing, if he knew who did it, or how he felt when he discovered that a prank had been played on him and that it wouldn’t be the last. I always wanted to apologize, but I don’t know. I guess I felt it would be awkward just bringing it up out of the blue. And that’s how it would go on. Always seeing him, always apologizing in my heart, always feeling guilty and always feeling, like a total loser.
Isn’t young love grand? The first feelings of a quickened heart beat. The wanting to be in a girl’s presence even though you’re friends think they’re icky. The confidence that teasing the girl is the right way to show her that you like her. Oh how wonderful it is, how pure! But of course, in love there is none more important than the love rival! Yes, the love rival makes the path to winning the young lady’s affections overrun with obstacles. The love rival keeps your head in the game, knowing that if you make the wrong move she could slip into his hands. Ah yes, the love rival makes winning the girl’s heart more dire, more challenging and oh the much more sweeter.